Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Help! Help! Help!

He doesn't know what to do with the wallet his mom gifted him

He doesn't care what chartbusters are playing on the radio

He is crazy about cricket

He is always very conscious about his looks

He is mostly dressed in semi-formals

He is an ardent lover of Krishna, the Lord

He cares a lot, a little too much at times , about people

He is a bit carefree about relationships

He loves Tom and Jerry, Loony Tunes, Duck Tales and Tales spin

He finds romantic, emotional movies torturous

He watches Narnia, Harry Potter, X-Men movie sequels in cinema hall without a miss

He believes in brand power ( Koutons is not a brand. Puma is.)

He turns 21 on the last day of this month

He is my boyfriend of an year and a half

I have not yet decided what to gift him and I'm very tensed

In 2007, I had made a scrapbook with a lot of pictures and thoughts for him and gifted him that on his Birthday
In 2008, I gifted him a beautiful Lord Krishna locket that I had got for him form the Iskon
and a shirt that was NOT branded because I couldn't afford a brand [ while his sister, his mom , his friends, my friends, all of them gifted him shirts- branded ones :( ]

Very Important: I don't get a pocket money but I've managed to create a budget of a thousand and few hundred bucks.

Tell me what to do. Help me please. I hope the data given above helps.

Friday, May 8, 2009


It was a day of family celebration yesterday. We dined out and had fun.
My brother and I voted for the first time in our lives :)

Friday, May 1, 2009

Get a life people, please

I miss my school days a lot but I regret not having had a fair share of real fun moments while I was at school. That was because I was a timid child and I grew up to be timid. Inside, I have a lot of aspirations.
I want to be a brat and enjoy to the fullest,
go out to party on Saturday nights,
laugh at people,
laugh at myself,
laugh my heart out,
play pranks,
dance like crazy,
look stylish,
look funky,
be the coolest girl around,
rule the world.

Most of the time I am not what I want to be. I pretend a lot. It's all for my reputation I admit.

Because to be what I want to be, I must have a company of my kind. Leave alone actually doing all this, even if I tell anybody about this, they form an image - one of me being characterless.


I'm not talking about two-timing. Neither am I talking about one night stands. Even if someone confesses that he/she is addicted to sex, I wouldn't call that person 'characterless'.

I know they all will do it. I know many of them have done it. I know many of them still do it. And obviously, I don't say they are wrong if they do. What I despise is the pleasure people get in forming wrong images (while completely forgetting to try to form an image of themselves). Not only that, most of them derive greater pleasure in publicizing these images.

Oh! What's with these people. I fail to understand. Why the jealousy and why the hypocrisy?
Why do people have to let down others to quench their guilty conscience!

I'm adamant and I know one day, I'll do what I want to do. Only I'll decide if I'm guilty or not and satisfying my conscience will entirely be my problem. I might not listen to it, but I definitely would never try to lie to it.